I have always had a procrastination. I don't do things that I should be doing, like keeping a clean house. (I can clean someone else's house but not mind.)
I thought I wasn't heavy, I carried myself well.. I thought, but looking in the mirror, I saw someone else that I did not recognize.
I always put myself down, I was/am lonely, depressed and stayed to myself. I don't have many "friends" just one and actually I don't really tell her what my feelings are about.. I just hang out with her to get away..
I am embarrassed when I go visit my family.. I then now I am heavy because of how they look at me.. Especially my father. He is always on my case about my weight. I hope to show him one day that I am losing weight.
More to come....
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